Over the past several days, we have visited Terezin, Small
Fortress, Wannsee House, The Topography of Terror Museum, and The Memorial for
the Murdered Jews of Europe, I have been struggling to find a way to express
how I have been feeling. One of the most impactful parts of this trip was the
first sight in the Terezin Museum, where we walked in to see names all over the
walls. One right after the other, with dates in between. An entire room
completely covered in names. At first, I thought it was the names of the
residents of Terezin during the second world war, perhaps the names of those who
had died in the camp. It was the names of children from Terezin who had died. I
can’t describe the heartbreak I felt upon the realization that of the assumed
15,000 children that had been sent to Terezin, less than 150 survived the war.
From there we moved on to a wall of pictures drawn by the children of Terezin,
and we saw a room that replicated a stage for a show the residents would have
put on. The people of Terezin were living in horrible conditions with the fear
of being transported looming over them, yet somehow, they managed to cling to
the arts and educate the children of the camp. They still had hope, and it
makes you wonder how.
Walking the grounds of the Small Fortress cannot really be
described from an emotional standpoint. We see movies, read books, and look at
pictures in an attempt to understand what the prisoners of World War II went
through, but it is nothing compared to walking the grounds where they lived and
died. Our guide through the Small Fortress told us that prisoners that were kept
there did not stay more than one week. Close to 100 Jewish prisoners would be
kept in a room that could barely fit our class of 20 people. They were forced
to stand there with little oxygen for hours at a time. These rooms were
originally intended for solitary confinement before the Nazi party took
control. Our guide took us to a small courtyard and told us how Nazi soldiers
would have German Shepherd dogs that would be commanded to kill with one word,
and how they would line up the prisoners outside, naked, and told them that the
dogs would be released if any of the prisoners moved. After hours of standing,
one person would inevitably fall over, and the dogs would be released on all
the prisoners, commanded to kill.
The Wannsee house was another form of evil. It was the place
where Hitler’s Final Solution was initiated. This house was beautiful, with an
incredibly gorgeous view of the water right outside. It was hard to admire when
surrounded by the history of the house. We learned more about the people that
were there for the Wannsee conference, and we learned what happened to them
after the war had ended. Several of them were not tried or convicted, and a
couple of men who were tried and convicted were released from prison early.
Most of these men were tried for war crimes, and not the murder of millions of
Jewish people. There were a couple of moments in the Wannsee house where you
could feel the evil that once walked the halls.
View from the Wannsee House |
The Wannsee House |
While we were touring Berlin, our guide led us to the
Memorial for the Murdered Jews of Europe. This memorial allows you to walk
through thousands of concrete blocks of varying heights.
A small portion of the 2,711 concrete blocks in the memorial |
Some of the concrete blocks had metal rings on the outside of them in an effort to keep them together. Several of the blocks had large cracks in them, and our guide said that there are people working on finding a way to save the memorial before the weather destroys it. I’m not sure how it felt for everyone, but for me it was like walking into a sea of concrete, where the deeper you got, the darker and more hopeless it seemed. It’s amazing how something so simple can be so powerful.
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